I am a 33 year old lady , married since 11 yrs. Trying to conceive a baby but no luck.
Tried many medical treatments including ivf and got 2 ectopics. Having pain , fear , anxiety but at the same time feels like I can try again and for sure that I will have my child in my hands one day. But every cycle , after the embryo transfer , I started feeling loosing my child.
I generally talk to my inner soul or God and discuss my problems with them. Prior to my marriage they listen to me and my problems end up with best solution it could have for me. Even now after marriage also things do work for me if I talk or write my problems assuming that I am talking to God. But only this problem of not having a child is not getting answered from past 11 years.
I understand it's related to my past karmic account but by nature people call me sadhu sant. But how can I be Sadhu if I had such bad karmic account.
After seeing your YouTube videos of Awakening with brahmakumaris , I found some hope that your thoughts create your destiny. I keep imagining my child in my womb . Now I am trying one more cycle with the hope that this will be my cycle but again after embryo transfer I am feeling very low.
Please do help sister my soul is in deep pain. I believe that God has given me a female costume because he wants me to give birth but when and how I don't know.
Since you mentioned the Law of Karma, then it would be insightful for you to know that we only meet souls in our journey of life with whom we have a Karmic/Energy account. Among those energy connections, the strongest energy accounts are always clubbed into a family for the settlement of Karma. Let us take your journey, your family is the closest space where you have the most settlements to make and for the past 11 years, you didn’t have any child despite several attempts, which means even though you tried for a perfect environment for the body to grow, there has been no soul to take up the costume, or in deeper sense, you didn’t have any newer karmic account to settle.
But always remember, our Present Karma has the Power over our past karma, which is why we would advise you to first take care of your emotional health, always be generous to God and nature for providing you a perfect health and atmosphere to live in, cut down your anxiety and emotional stress and appreciate things at hand.
Sometimes due to our engrossments in fulfilling our strongest desires, we fail to look at things which are already available to us.
Therefore, be grateful to what you have and never get into the chain of cursing your journey or destiny for the unattained things in life. Maybe there is a better story waiting ahead!
✤ We would also advise you to follow up these videos, and be positive about the current scenes of life. Accepting the present scene gives us the power to attract what we want. Therefore, it’s time for some spiritual development to embrace the new way of thinking and living.
1. ATTRACT What You Want: BK Shivani
2. VIRTUE Baby Concept: Dr Nitika Sobti
3. Conscious Conception: Dr Nitika Sobti
4. Meditation: Divine Womb Sanskaar
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On behalf of Shiv Baba